When and Then

What happens when
I’m left alone
When friends and
Loved ones gone

Inevitable but not predictable
What happens when
What happens then.

What happens when
I call upstairs
And only echoes answer
What happens when
The ones who cared
Are confined by grief or cancer

What happens when
I am confined
By confusion or disease
Where will I find peace of mind
Who will set my heart at ease

The answers are quite simple
And yet not easy to discern
What happens then
Begins right now
When to my God I turn

He created me for Himself alone
He saw my time begin
What happens then began at birth
He brings me back to Him

Ephesians 2:10 KJV
For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them.

I turned my head away

I turned my head away as she approached. I was too cool to turn my back as I pretended not to notice her tired, dusty appearance. She looked hungry, thirsty and desperate. She spoke softly almost a whisper. I liked that. It made it easier to pretend I couldn’t see or understand. It worked, I think. She went on to beg from other people. I was able to keep my cool.

The Holy Spirit agreed. He whispered yes Michael, you were both cool and cruel. Michael, you ignored her in such a way that not a single person near you would suspect you as My disciple. That was really very cool!

In my defense I responded, ‘well you know Lord, I am on vacation! Can’t I get a day off? It is always a trap to debate with the Creator. I did it anyway.

Of course you can Michael He responded. Just like I meet your needs at My convenience, you are allowed to do the same.

Then He reminded me how generous He has been to me. ‘Michael my son, you are living in abundance, life, health, family and eating variety of food while on luxurious vacation. Your wife, children and grandchildren literally have more than you could ever have imagined. You have the luxury to ignore.’

Right there I knew He was being sarcastic and I called Him out.

‘Father, what do you expect? If I help her, others like her will show up. I will be a spectacle to my family and the hundreds of people around me. That’s not cool’

I agree, was His response. But it is at least cruel. Her hunger and thirst might be helped by someone else and given that most think like you, she and others like her will be in the same situation later today and for many days hence. In the meantime, you can hold onto and enjoy how cool you have been today. People will take notice, but more importantly, so will I.

Matthew 25:44-45 “They also will answer, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or needing clothes or sick or in prison, and did not help you?’

“He will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did not do for one of the least of these, you did not do for me.’

I don’t exist

Just because you don’t believe
Just because you still resist
Just because it’s a leap of faith
Doesn’t mean I don’t exist

Just because the world’s imperfect
Your expectations always missed
Just because all seems wrong
Doesn’t mean I don’t exist

Whenever others speak of God
You give a chuckle and a hiss
Just because you have no proof
Doesn’t mean I don’t exist

Time will reveal all unknown
Things unveiled that you missed
When you die as mortals do
I alone remain, I still exist

Psalm 14:1 KJV
The fool hath said in his heart, there is no God. They are corrupt, they have done abominable works, There is none that doeth good.

Feed Them With Fear

To keep them in line
The message is clear
Don’t fill them with peace
Fill them with fear

They are out to get you
Take all you hold dear
They destroy your traditions
Fill them with fear

Don’t let them get close
Don’t let them get near
They will corrupt our values
Fill them with fear

I am your protector
No one else will appear
I bring retribution
Fill them with fear

Motivate with hatred
Make this one thing clear
God won’t protect you
Fill them with fear

There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.
1 John 4:18 KJV

Great Wife, Lousy Jesus

I have a great wife. However, she makes a lousy Jesus. As a matter of fact of all of the favorite people in my life, there is none that can do for me what Jesus can do. I have even tried to substitute my family, career, job, material gain, my own reputation, goals, and yes even my church attendance with generous giving. Not a single thing fits the bill. All of these people, thoughts, hopes, dreams, visions, things and desires make a lousy Jesus, even when added together, put in a pile and inventoried for net dollar value or sweet memories evoked. All of this makes a lousy Jesus.

There is no God like our God. There is no Savior like our Savior. There is only one who can satisfy the deep yearning of my heart and soul. Everything, anything and anybody else…, all make for a lousy Jesus.

Deuteronomy 5:7 declares “Thou shalt have no other Gods before me”

That is not only a command, but a statement of fact. Anything, person, place, ideal, idea, material or otherwise will be brought down as Philippians 2:10 “Every knee will bow, and every tongue will confess that Jesus is Lord.”

There is only one name given under heaven and earth by which we must be saved. Keep life simple. Keep Jesus the Christ first, foremost and final in your life. All else makes a lousy Jesus.

Acts 4:12 Neither is salvation under any other, for there is none other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved.

Back Then

It seems we need to remember
How much better it was back then
Everybody was protected by law
At least all the rich white men

No need for civil or citizens rights
Nobody deserved such back then
Just inconvenient rules for others
Not for ruling white men

Cruelty convenience for pleasure
Kidnap and rape not a sin
Killing and torture for fun
Reserved for free white men

Ignore the official record
Historians only pretend
Life was easy and fair
At least for rich white men

The Privilege of Cowardice

I could see him from the front window of our apartment. He was standing at the bottom of the stairs, just waiting for me to come outside and walk down the stairs so he could fight me. This fight was unavoidable. He literally had a chip on his shoulder. He had taken a small piece of wood and balanced it on his shoulder. If I tried to go around him as I descended the stairs, the piece of wood, or chip, would fall to the ground. It would not matter if I tried to avoid touching him, he would move directly into my path and cause it to fall. There was only one way to avoid this fight. I went out the back door. It took more effort, because I had to go through the back yard and out through the gate into the alley. The alley wasn’t clean and the neighbor’s dog would bark, alerting my stalker that I had escaped. It didn’t matter. I had the privilege of avoiding this fight, by being a coward.

There are so many situations today that we prefer to take what seems the easy way out. We avoid confrontation of things we know to be evil. This is especially true when those issues don’t appear to directly involve us. We ask ourselves questions like, ‘why should I get involved, and maybe they deserve it, and it will probably work out eventually.’ We take the back door, the alley way, knowing that the issue will present itself again, probably very soon.

This is what I mean by the privilege of cowardice. Not everyone has a back door, alley way to avoid what must eventually be confronted. It doesn’t mean that I have to look for a fight, but it does mean that I be aware and sensitive to the defenseless.

The Reverend Vernon Johns, the predecessor to Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. was noted to say, ‘If you see a good fight, get in it!’

We avoid good fights. We allow evil to continue in our midst because we have the privilege of escape. We close our doors, pull down our shades, don’t drive through those areas and never discuss the issues that cause discomfort. We use our privilege of cowardice and claim it as our right.

I don’t believe God sees it that way. The God I serve admonishes me for looking the other way when people are abused. I cannot claim to be one of His if I pretend to not see those who look exactly like Him, the beggar, the prostitute, the migrant, the prisoner. I can’t ignore them nor the systems that keep them in their desperate conditions. I must go down the front door, knock the chip off the shoulder and confront the evil wherever it presents. I dare not continue to take advantage of my privilege of cowardice. Next time, your stalker will meet you at the back door. You can’t avoid this fight, but you can control the terms.

Isaiah 58:6-7 KJV Is not this the fast that I have chosen? to loose the bands of wickedness, to undo the heavy burdens, and to let the oppressed go free, and that ye break every yoke? Is it not to deal thy bread to the hungry, and that thou bring the poor that are cast out to thy house? when thou seest the naked, that thou cover him; and that thou hide not thyself from thine own flesh?

Matthew 25:41-46 then he will say to those on his left, ‘Depart from me, you cursed, into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels. For I was hungry and you gave me no food, I was thirsty and you gave me no drink,

I was a stranger and you did not welcome me, naked and you did not clothe me, sick and in prison and you did not visit me.’ 44 Then they also will answer, saying, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or sick or in prison, and did not minister to you?’

Then he will answer them, saying, ‘Truly, I say to you, as you did not do it to one of the least of these, you did not do it to me. and these will go away into eternal punishment, but the righteous into eternal life.”

Not Me Not Yet

They focus on certain people
Those that seem to be a threat
Those of certain demographics
That’s not me at least not yet

The range of targets is narrow
Strict criteria are set
They know who should be included
That’s not me at least not yet

When they stop you just be quiet
Don’t get flustered or upset
They don’t mean to cause disruption
At least not me at least not yet

I will refrain from confrontation
I won’t choose words that I regret
You need God’s protection
More than I at least not yet

Jeremiah 22:3
Thus says the Lord: Do justice and righteousness, and deliver from the hand of the oppressor him who has been robbed. And do no wrong or violence to the resident alien, the fatherless, and the widow, nor shed innocent blood in this place.

When God Looks Devious

Is it possible for God to look devious? Is it possible for the almighty to look unappealing? As I read my Bible, this is the way the God I serve appears to the majority of people in the world. The common complaint is, if He is God, why is he so unfair? Why does He overlook the evil that is clearly, obviously and blatantly committed, even by those who claim to know Him?

This is a devious God to them and it is no wonder why they choose not to acknowledge, let alone worship Him. It is better to most people to serve the God that appears pleasing to them, gods of pleasure, who overlook our faults and allow our personal excesses. That is the kind of god most people want. The God of the Bible shows himself devious to those who don’t know Him and will always appear disgusting from their vantage point.

It takes an eye of faith to see the Creator in a pleasant, sweet light.

Psalm 18:25-26 To the faithful you show yourself faithful to the blameless you show yourself blameless, to the pure you show yourself pure, but to the devious you show yourself shrewd.

Psalm 34:8 Taste and see that the Lord is good; blessed is the one who takes refuge in him

Jesus As Neighbor

Now let me get this straight Jesus. You tell me I’m supposed to help my neighbor. My question to you is: which neighbor? You see my Lord, I don’t know any one of my neighbors. I have made it a point in fact to not associate with them. After all this is the United States of America. We have a right for free association or non-association depending on which we choose. So, I have chosen to not associate with the people immediately to my left or right or even those across the street. I don’t know any of them. That suits me just fine. when I ask who is my neighbor, I genuinely don’t know.

This is the scenario I played out in my return from Kenya. In Kenya you could live 5 miles or more from your nearest neighbor. That would be a walk over rugged terrain. Sometimes it would be mountainous, full of puddles of muddy water and even watching out for animals some hunting, others being hunted. That would not however prevent one from knowing their nearest neighbor. Not only would you know your neighbor, you’d know their spouses, their children’s name, the important days in their lives and even when they were sick or giving birth. Being neighborly in Kenya as probably in most Africa was just normal. No one found it hard to know their neighbor.

We have become so accustomed in this country to not acknowledging our immediate neighbors who live several yards from our front door that it is easy to ignore those who don’t look like us, talk like us, eat like us or even celebrate like us. This lack of sensitivity makes it very easy to ignore and even disparage others from another community or country.

This insensitivity is manifest as we watch people of another culture, tradition and color suffer because after all if I can ignore my next door neighbor, I don’t even have to consider these other people as human.

That is why it is so easy for even those who claim to follow Jesus Christ to ignore the suffering of others. After all they are not my neighbors. They may be in distress, in great need and suffering harm. But because they are not my neighbor I don’t have to helped them anymore than I help those who live in my immediate environment.

So, Jesus when I come to you with the question who is my neighbor, I seriously mean it. And if that person is in need of something I can genuinely reply that because I don’t know them, I don’t need to help, assist, aid, comfort or even acknowledge their existence. If I can treat the person right next door to me, as if they don’t exist, it is much easier to do so for those whom I see on television screen or read about in the newspaper as non-entities. They are merely background noise to the things that are important to me. They are distractions from my easy carefree lifestyle. It makes me uncomfortable to pretend to even notice them.

If they are hurting let them find a way out of their circumstance. Let someone else do the
uncomfortable, and inconvenient things of providing them with what may seem necessary.
As for me, I’m gonna take care of those within my 4 walls. If needs be, I will let my immediate neighbors know my first name. Afterall, they are my real neighbors. By the way Jesus, do you live around here?

“The King will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.’ Matthew 25:40

But he wanted to justify himself, so he asked Jesus, “And who is my neighbor? Luke 10:25